My First Panic Attack - I Filmed My Anxiety Attack/Panic Attack (LIVE)

My First Panic Attack




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hey Hannah 8:10 128 a story time up the
first time
that I had panic attack so this happened
it seventh-grade a school that I hated
this was be day before the last day of
school
I'd like to get I he did help he
every way 8 this place he know me in
real life
any no I suffer from the disease called
RBS's for
rescue you B word face which means I
just look like a B word
whatever I'm not talking whatever is
just resting
I'm not talking anymore looking anything
and staring off into space to get
nothing face just
real like want to bite someone and I
hate the world
I think I did that work is kinda 87
great because they hit me once that was
just last night
8km line but time I was walking to his
be here a yet go down the stairs are
there is
keep that I like and or just call him p
okay his name was city and he was
talking with two girls
me I honestly do not even remember
looking at
I did not know they were on the
stairwell that I was going down
but apparently I'll look back I look at
the girls were talking to see
and this is after like John Aloisi we
like each other we don't like each other
every month I still liked he did its lol
he girls what and hold it my people here
that looked at so I walk into class and
teacher comes over to me a dairy not
professional teacher andamp;amp; Haas to me about
this and prayer
all of the people I was outright she did
not pull me aside
taking underclass politically desk to
ask me
this question she asked me to infer all
people
she said it these two girls that were on
the stairwell talking to see
told her I gave them a dirty look that
was not
a dirty look it was right resting base
I did not even know they were there
probably just glanced at them without
even
no way that they or who they were and
hockey
teams see who I did not even recognize
that
I just looked at our and they thought I
was getting the dirty work
I there are shade or something out given
assault
the other was trailer now
you might be happy how the heck did you
get panic attack from this
given little day I have no idea it will
be a teacher
was caring one she yelled at people here
like
I wonder favorite she'll actually I
think she never doubted
but when she only was very scary never
ignore me
I did not give a dirty look house where
you at what the hell
I was so taken aback because I have no
idea what was happening is a normal day
I was walking class and now I'm in
trouble everything a fire the entire
class you
she is yelling at me fire I hate public
humiliation at
don't like to be confronted by the
people I don't like protein people
in public at least like now I hate
confrontation
a lot of the people in this class we're
not very flooded me at least that's what
I thought ahead because I think if I can
look at me
didn't talk to me her I don't know yes
there anything I was full
because I shy quiet which happens a lot
unfortunately just for being shot by
thinking
here really basically I was humiliated
she started the movie that you're
washing I all the study
started decry cuz i hella every almost
eerie any in talking about me
which I 8 paid it hate when people talk
about you
look at you stare at you and I'll
actually talking to you they
because you know that you can hear it
after the right you know
just relaxin any like really fast lookup
sky let the chips fall back into my body
but they wouldn't sell
but yes sir polymer they people are
looking at me
well rack everyone is looking are I
could give them
or talk now so I they the wall but my
friend are
yet where anything tonight hi okay and
the first
swarming around me which get more
attention to me which is
white made me cry in the first place was
all only
attention I just wanted to be in the lab
know it because
everyone is looking at me and now was
crying about it so that everyone
all Press more around right you like a
love of
its other I remember
shushing perfectly 120 be alone right
now I start hyperventilating
in a class in there a little really like
the battery on
where they are store although it will be
your processor I'll write him and his
girl in their mid and shit
how are you karani an early in it as I
is ready to the bathroom
and they're like just try to calm myself
down not going to be easy to calm myself
down
because no I was looking at me are
talking to me which was the heart
problem with this
up this public humiliation everything ok
any fun
just very for some reason I did not come
down
ages BK worst any wars
by that I started not be able to breed
because I've heard everything so heavily
that I thought I was going to help
because I be
bringing and they keep on breathing and
really short dress
but never 3d outbreak could not control
fell from breeding properly so I just
kept going
which was see even the theater but
you do it that they needed to every out
eight but
it'll expecting it air shortly so that
freaked me out even
more which kept me hyperventilating
because I started to panic because I
thought I would never breathe again I
pass out
and lockback had died so I
other than me so that me one of my
friends in that class knocked on the
door
airline ticket and she's a very sweet
girl she's very sweet
just want to help me she's wanted know
what with Halfpenny I carried away
brooded want to see me
that's what brought this whole mess like
Italy but I like her and because she
just kept on talking don't think okay
well that's great but let's just look at
least alright Larry
and she asked me what was wrong and that
no one else like
what the hell is wrong I have no idea
what is wrong with me I am usually not
as sensitive personal data/ how to
alright oceans from people so I was at
Whitehaven like right now
never crime for people right people who
have known me for a long time that the
only thing
cry maybe once or twice because I don't
like showing
motion for people I don't cry for the
mall it is like the number one thing I
will not do is cry
already not open about my feeling era
but
white lie like right like this and so I
made it
story to tell her specially if the
well and then she wanted me to come
fresh
I was stuck in the russian by myself for
40 minutes
trying to control my breathing that it
let it go out looking like a fool
with tissue here
so obviously I just a Russian tycoon
calm down
want to come down when I just like to
think that I want everyone to just watch
the movie not look any
I just want to protect happened I was
invisible
I back corner K course the teacher had
call me at tourette ask me for questions
about why I was crying do that
can make you look fat think yeah he
always did hold back because
she is running a trigger it that was my
first attack a long time after that
cleanup a you our why hacer attack
I had never happened before there use
anyway
like a couple weeks after that I was
watching videos on YouTube outlet
like and are they well that's kinda what
I experienced
here breaking such so much and
other wall not numbers can you get out
and
I did not understand why hey right now
what's wrong I think it was just that I
hated that score so much
and all the things from that here that I
did not like
came bursting out cuz I just a child I
hold in the entire year
and that's what happens when you hold
your notions that they just gotta come
out
sometime that tiny tight
title patriot something that would not
make me upset today obvious because it
goes and you would you guys
sale means that all the time and it does
not affect me because I
a big game from YouTube and everything
but Taylor thinking ain't getting taxed
up for people who suffer from panic
attacks and kills
so bad for you because she not know what
they're going to come
to be in public with happy they just
suck so much
you don't know how long their last I'll
acid a good
almost power I like pass out dianne
the locked bathroom on my first panic
attack luckily I'm
never had another way same so if you
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ID social anxiety panic attacks please
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about your sob story
guys no I just left you a know if you
guys
suffer from it because I feel gay very
sorry if you guys do
and I just want to share this moment in
case any you guys
are suffering from panic attacks are
coming ID or anything because
slut you know you are not the only one
especially here in middle school no
school is
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much I hope you guys do not for attacks
if you
bless your heart it will pray for you I
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I Filmed My Anxiety Attack/Panic Attack (LIVE)




hi guys how are you doing I'm going to
do a video today
that's a little more personal then all
of my other videos
so basically I suffer from anxiety and I
i it's not as normal exile yes %uh
from pretty severely everywhere I go I
have to be conscious
my surroundings and and make sure
there's someone around case they do have
a panic attack
exactly attack something I have to live
with almost all my life but it's really
gotten
a lot more severe over the past couple
couple months may probably in June last
year when
I was doing the X Factor got prove that
actually light up passing out in
a ball it was because the my anxiety
so beings X Factor it
but anyways I decided to make this video
in case and your you suffer from anxiety
and just so you know that
it's okay you're not the only one out
there that it is going through
do this we can do together I decided to
blog one of my
panic attacks things I attacks I was
having the other night
chess to give you an idea of what I can
to go to want to have a panic attack
it typically don't happen and I hate I
but
I was leaving for Los Angeles some a
couple owes days so I think that's why I
like that he was
on high alert so here is
mining panic attack you
what's up guys so it is currently
time its 929
way I for some reason I'm having trouble
breathing
typically a normal side effect
you know anxiety in when you have been a
panic attack which are things that
I typically have on a weekly basis
and I have shortness of breath I don't
have to take what am I really strong
pills just because
I would rather not
to keep sis this way for the next half
hour
how to get up to take one but you know
I'll get through it
I warm Oakley talked about what's up
guys so it's
now 10-15 my symptoms
butter my symptoms still haven't gone
away
so I'm going to have to take one of my
strong medicine I'm
Hills article on a pin and hopefully
that'll
for me to sleep you know wake up feeling
okay
jacket when I have to take them because
I wanna feel like I'm strong enough to
be this in not have to take
appeal to calm down and get my breathing
under control
just sucks
but it's my life
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I have anxiety so its 1025
and a recently discovered a
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always get the sensation that i'm gonna
Paso
when hey but I have my anxiety attacks
the it's the worst
par having exact for me it's the worst
part my anxiety is
when i feel like im going to Paso
because
you know I actually
I'm well will Paso they have in the past
and it's really really scary and I ended
up having to go to
the emergency room already
searches even gives me more anxiety is
knowing that but
I'm being that this is the first however
logged on to my anxiety attacks it
figured I'd yeah I'd have to add up to
mention the
I did and I did take my pill so it takes
about
this can take about an hour to get into
my system because I just a
on but yeah and I'm
I'm getting my hands are really Tingley
Tozer t really am have been the
sensation that i'm gonna faint
in I can't get a deep breath
so that's my
them just amid a fantastic state of mind
right
guises spent mister can laugh about it I
suppose um
yes so if
is innocent and that you have in
you have any good tips for
for me let me know I would I'd love to
not feel like shit
so Romeo um
year so it's been
once use 1110
a medicine
is be sequestered nitpicking and
and I'm getting really tired
its klonopins like a muscle relaxer and
so I'm like really really who
relaxed and tired him
I think I'm I'm going to try to go to
sleep
arm in a shirt my love and here
I get to the point
ever every time this happens at night
that it is get frustrated because
don't have to live my whole life
dealing with this seems like a year ago
after it came as surrounding noise think
about
you assess the the situation in the
scenarios and
what happens if I have a panic attack
here will I be able to
you get to a better were
will there be someone will be able to
help bring
and what happens if there's not
what am I gonna have to do them so
I'm just frustrated
just something nice to have to live with
every day it's just it's in a room
for anyway I don't be debbie downer
I were who fully recover the morning
and Kim brief p
nice their stock tickers
them good morning everybody
is methane in the morning
and just woke up and I feel fine
I have a little better tight mmm
like a shirt shirts have a look at the
soreness in my chest from the shallow
breathing less
last night but other than that Islip
really really really good makers by
medicine makes me
really really tired so I slept really
well last night but aside from the
a no have any other
Luther tributary were church through
I feel fine term
yes those kind of the
one who experience an Israeli attack the
first-hand they really really fun
as he can as you can tell I hope to give
you guys a little bit of an idea
over my panic attacks anxiety is kind of
like
side a depression and panic disorders ur
it should not define you as a person is
just an extension of who you are it's
what makes all those different should be
discouraged view
suffer from any of those because
everybody in life is different and we
all have our own insecurities in
issues that we can't roll I was saying
to myself why am I having anxiety what's
the
the root cause it typically because I
have a call me your audition or
an adventure that I'm going on in in
I was thinking is a positive thing
that's usually happen is giving me
anxiety so im
in that case I'm most thankful for
having it because
if I wasn't having anxiety that I would
probably just be sitting in my room not
doing anything with my life and not
pursuing my dreams and goals so
in that instance I'm very thankful for
having you know
having to deal with this if you're
someone who is may be made fun of
somebody
that can hold having you know panic
attacks anything like that hopefully
this
gives you a little bit insight into our
lives aunt
opens your eyes a little bit wider I
love you guys
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another
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